Let me remember how it used to be, and bring one morning back again.
A million thoughts rushing through my head, a million emotions wanting to escape. But I can’t let them out, I have to keep them inside all bottled up. There’s already so much of them that even if a little bit leaks out I will burst like a volcano. Sometimes it’s just so unbearable already but there really isn’t anything I can do about it anymore, but let it sit there inside and just hope it all fades away with time. I wish I could go back and change everything from our beginning.. Maybe then things would have been different. Smoother. Clearer. Happier. But then again, here we are. It is what it is. This is it.